Friday, July 6, 2007

Many gifts

Back in early May, when I first arrived in Minnesota for the summer, I arose just after dawn to have some quiet, early time to start soaking in my surroundings. (I always have enjoyed the freshness of the morning.) With my journal, a book of poems, and a cup of steaming coffee in hand, I settled down at the picnic table behind our house. The first glorious gift of the summer was a poem by Yorifumi Yaguchi that has stayed with me:

Silence

in a far
place
i do not even know
a
leaf
falling down
like a silence
on the mirror
of the lake
making few
wavelets
hardly seen

ah
that sound
disturbs
my silence
like the explosion
of a
temple bell

Those early moments of quiet (broken by bird chatter, footsteps, and the wind in the aspens and the smell of pines) became holy as I let myself notice the sacred that is present in green and growing things. The Spirit of God rings a beautiful bell that our ears can't help but hear when we take the time to quiet ourselves and listen!

The next gift of the morning happened only moments later when I heard the familiar two-note whistle of a chickadee, coming from a tree about six feet to my right. My heart felt like it had stopped, and as I held my breath I so so slowly turned my head to catch a glimpse of the singer.
To my surprise and delight, I didn't turn far before the chickadee boldly flew to join me at the picnic table. It took its perch directly across from me, just two feet from my nose! We stared at each other, wordless and breathless, cocking our heads to get a better look at the "other" - a friendly stranger. After that brief eternity, we shared something new.

With the help of a friend, I later researched some of the Native American wisdom surrounding the chickadee. What I found was fascinating: perceived as social, cheerful birds, they are also connected with truth - bringing joy to everyone's lives by sharing truth in a manner that heals.

So as I leave Wilderness Wind, I take with me the filling gift of the chickadee. Refreshed and revived, my soul eagerly looks on towards the approaching horizon of many transitions.

I thank, with deepest gratitude, my people friends at Wilderness Wind: Mary Ruth, Kathy, Dave, Peter, Ben, Robin, Aryn and Kate who have helped make the place a home of healing and generosity for another season. And for the rocks, trees, birds, flowers, and pines that are always praying, always breathing messages of love from God to us. May we, the human race, be as Douglas Wood describes in his children's book, be "messages of love from God to the earth, and a prayer from the earth back to God."

My cup overflows.

4 comments:

Mary Ruth said...

thank you Aubrey for sharing - what a beautiful entry! Fly on!!!

LifeLongLearner said...

Aubrey,

Beryl, Melissa and I returned home from San Jose, CA after attending the Mennonite Church USA Convention. Your blog entry focusing on silence was my morning worship experience as I do piles of laundry.

Thanks for being transparent with God's moving in your life. It inspires.

I'm grateful for your messages of love from God to us.

Warmly,
Margo Maust Jantzi

abax said...

The morning after you left I sat in the field of brown-eyed susans behind staff house, and as I sat there a ruffling in the grass caught my attention. I moved closer, curious, and discovered a little chickadee hopping around. It was nice to have the little bird's company at times when you are missed (which is often)!

I also just read that the Black-capped chickadee has one of the most complex vocalizations in the animal kingdom, which I also think makes it a very fitting totem animal for you!

Hope you are well. I plan to post the Daisies poem soon on my blog, but for now I think you may enjoy the Annie Dillard words I had to include with some flower photos.

Erin Sigler said...

hey cute girl! Great blog! Have you visited mine?


www.erinsigler.blogspot.com


I have a Colombian friend moving to Minnesota...what part are you in?

erin